Right now she is not able to talk about anything really. She is not very good at talking about emotional issues. This is part of what lead to the original break down of our marriage.
She knows I want to talk but; I don't know where to start and neither does she.
I suspect she left him for me, but 6 years ago she left him for me too so I am really confused about that.
How can she hurt him like that? Not that I care about his feelings. But I care that she could do that.
I know she did not sleep w/ him till I was gone.
I don't want the "sex" details, I'll end up killing him but I want to know things like "Why him", How did it feel for her to know I was killing myself to save our marriage while she was having a blissful affair with her ex boyfriend?
I do want her to know how much I have sacrificed as far as my ego because I love her and want to save our marriage.
I tried to tell her about my one night stand but she won't let me talk about it.
I Gave her my copy of Divorce remedy with the infidelity chapter marked and parts that meant something to me underlined.
I really want to make this a strong marriage. I don't think it was before.
