Just stopping by....I have been traveling a bit in my job search so I was "out of touch" for a few days. You sound good....don't let the melancholy thoughts get ahold of you! Keep up the PMA...GAL....Detaching!....but, be sensitive if/when your W reaches out for you! Building trust in the R brick by brick.....
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today
thanks buddy. I have been quietly monitoring you. In hope things seriously go in your favor. Reality is a bitter pill, we got it, they sewrved it.
I had to draw the line with everyone, all this "she's ready to crash, she's hitting rock bottom, her life is a mess, maybe their not happy together anymore...." who cares...She doesn't why should I . My job isn't to wait for her to crash, break up with her boyfrined, realize that her life is a junk yard without me, my job is make me happy.
emailed my buddy who teaches the line dancing tonight. He told me I was sorely missed and that the group that I usually dance with didn't even show tonite. A couple emialed him and said they will be there next week, by the way do you know if D,,,, will be back? feels good being missed.
Yeah so kids, family friends, told them all, whatever she does, says or whatever happens short of her getting hurt, I DO NOT WANT "TO KNOW!!!!
Oh, by the way, W made a comment to one of her good friends, that I know he isn't dating anyone serious, so what does that tell you?...I thought that was bold of her. got news for her, I don't want to, I have opportunites up the a$$. trust me. Well everyone take care..
Got nervous not hearing from you. I am traveling now. doing good. feels funny not calling her from my hotel room as i did sooooooooooo many times, hurts kinda...
anyway, walk continues, still can't hear what is being said, is this some kind of God thing where you know you're talking, but you can'yt hear...
that's why I don't wanna hear about her. It mkes things easier for me all around. He is watching her for me, that's enough for now. Need to keep on my walk. It is progressing see some pasture a head. Really have gone a long way. thanks for the look in....I will always travel safely, when I can, although i probably will eat to much and spend extra time at the gym..
I had to draw the line with everyone, all this "she's ready to crash, she's hitting rock bottom, her life is a mess, maybe their not happy together anymore...." who cares...She doesn't why should I . My job isn't to wait for her to crash, break up with her boyfrined, realize that her life is a junk yard without me, my job is make me happy.
EXACTAMUNDO!
Dang, I think everything I'ev got is summed in one wrod for this post, LOL.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
"Yeah detaching is ongoing, seems the more I try to move the darker the dreams get. But i am moving forward. trip is going good, my girls are doing ok home alone, no catastrophes thank God. Huge prayer druing this trip, LOL
Sleep is not coming easty again, but I know why and Amy called it a while ago. the other one is trying his damnedest to upset the walk, he ain't having much luck. Its quiet in my mind right now, all week actually. Have alot of things going on, trying to keep the party side of me as a secondary and the responsible side of me up front. I don't want to slip back to where I was...
Well, not to encourage the party side or anything but I'll tell you, one thing that would get my head to clear for a bit there during the rougher months was when the kids weren't home, I'd treat myself to dinner and few drinks of choice (nothing overboard) just a casual night out on myself.
Hang in there.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
