Astimegoeson , I guess you would have to know me to know that it was not revenge at all. I get these stupid ideas and follow through with them as if it is the smartest thing in the world while everyone in the "real world" sees it as bizarre. My W says I'm like Larry David sometimes. I really thought it was going to make her feel less guilty and make reconciliation more approachable.
Saffie,
It made me feel horrible and cheap. I stopped in the middle and excused myself and went home to be honest.
I know it really hurts my wife and now I am sorry for having such a stupid idea.
I have never wanted anyone else since the day I saw her.
