I guess you were writing your post when I was doing mine. As you can see, I'm no stranger to the "long post" thing, so please feel free anytime to write me a novel.
Yep, it makes no sense. I don't understand it. How can somebody change their very character so much? I sometimes think that it's just impossible really, so they have to "come to their senses" eventually, right?
I know I should just let it all go and take care of me. I don't even want the man he is now. I am a good woman and I will be loved again......but then I can't imagine feeling for anyone what I feel for H.
It really is a rollercoaster ride, and I hate it! Mostly I get angry with myself for not being able to fully let go. I know I should. I want to. But, it all still gets the better of me. I wish I had a switch and could just turn it off!!!
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TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd
