So I shouldnt believe him when he says he will never be home again? Snodderly if I let him do things for me he holds it over my head sometimes, when we fight he brings up what he has done for me. He bought me contacts one time and he never lets me live it down. I love when he offers and I do thank him, but I dont want it thrown back in my face. I really (and bare with me for this) dont understand why I have to be so nice to him. Like thanking him for doing things. HE LEFT ME, I didnt leave him. I feel like he owes me everything. I am sorry if this is wrong, but I get angry with him sometimes. Does it really help if we treat them as "friends". That is so hard to do.
Thanks so much for being here and answering all my questions.
