Hey my friend, I think the fact that it has been so long has taken the sting out of it for you.
You will still be sad at times, and thats ok. And you know in your heart you did everything you could and that should make it a little easier.
You deserve a life filled with love and hugs and genuine caring and whatever else floats your boat, ya know?
I am glad for you that you are almost out of limboland. I am sorry that your wife is willing to throw all your years together away. It really is her loss.
