Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

well since i am not in the heartland anymore ask away!! tee hee.

Pam- i didn't respond. NOT because I am trying to play a game or any of it -- but simply this. IF I respond and he doesn't respond back I AGAIN wonder, question all that stupid stuff that you shouldn't do to yourself. So this time around I didn't respond. Really there was no need.

Text on Sunday was about the football game (pregame -- Brenda Warner.. I kinda know her). Just a comment about her looks. AND today was about d12 and softball.. just a factual statement. So there was no "room" for conversation. HE informed adn I recieved the information. AND knowing him he didn't notice that i didn't respond.

so often i still wish ..hope... you know... does he miss me... see that is why i can't respond.. THIS IS RIDICULOUS.