right...im the one not happy she thinks everything is hunky dory. but there has been a change in her our 2nd was born almost 3 yrs now. most of our friends wont come over anymore. none of mine will ever
she lost her job from flat out running her mouth to a v.p.
i dont want to change her into something new i want the old her back. and shes not around now so i might be a little less nice about it. but getting another screen name would be like i wanted to hide it from her..and i dont even want to get into that. i dont ever say anything behind her(or anyone else's)back that i wont say to her(there)face...i just might say it a little differently but yea its gotten to the point that im thinking about leaving. she doesent care she thinks(actually says) i wont. says in this state she'll get everything,and shes prob right. but getting to the point that i might have to. i just dont want to....there has to be something. bout the only thing i havent tried is some heavy drinking and maybe a fling. (just a joke)...sorta
