I am taking my time and space. As far as I am concerned, we are separated, b.c. we are! He doesn't live here and is buying a new house. And he seems to think that once he has it all remodeled I will want to move in with him...
I am not taking the lead here. That is what he is used to me doing, and I will not do it anymore. I didn't walk away so I am not going to chase him down and carry him back home, so to speak. It is funny I was saying on this board Sunday that if he wants to tell me something, he knows where to find me. And then lo and behold I got the 2 texts about him wanting 'us' again.
But of course there has been nothing since then. I mean he was here last night but it was nothing unusual. And Nathan was up all night throwing up last night, I texted H and let him know and then he called and texted several times this morning to check on us. But again that is not unusual.
I am not going to do anything other than continue walking down my road myself with my kids. If he wants my attention, he will have to find a way to get it.
But I totally understand all of the concern. I normally jump at these things. Old BBJ would have had my list/chart/whatever all lined up for him last night, "You said you want 'us' back, here is the path", etc.....
I didn't do that this time and I won't. It has never worked. This time if anything happens it has to be b/c he wants it enough to make it happen...
