I dunno if he ever will? When he feels right like Lucky says. I see my faults and honor change , he does not?
I dont see how even if I give from my forbidden place with passion and zeal? That he will be magically Happy. I am no longer trying to see it and I do think that is bad, I dunno.
He is tired. I am tired too.
I will always love him ... I want to feel peace in my love too Lucy great way to put it.
I have to forgive myself for loving someone so broken and he still blames me????
Thanks you all, I am feeling sort of down today...
He wants us to move?
It wont fix anything? we have to fix ourselves.
Love, Ali
The most amazing part is you feel my anguish, and he says I have no right to be sad, I have everything. ?
????? Thank GOD .. I am better .... and on my way to becoming the person I should have always been.
