That's what I have been torn about, part of me thinks venting is good to get it out in the open, but when she vent's she's not really mad or emotional. Only when she talked about her parents.
Last night I had felt it just reinforced her decision. In the past she had said that she was considering the chance to give it a chance. Last night she said it was to find a reason to change her mind. All along, she said a divorce was what she wanted and she was just considering about my reaction and wanting to try. It's just so hard for me to face that I am losing my first true love - I had always just gone out and had fun, never thinking I would find someone.
Very sad....
Me 41 WAW 36 S 3&7 M 10 yrs W files D 1/9/09 W moves out 4/18 Lost job 6/15 New job 7/27 Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!) Confronted 8/11 Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11 Lost Job 11/13
