The situation is sad, but on the whole, I'm not. I think I had already done sad. And probably angry. I am pretty darned close to acceptance, at this point. I guess that is one advantage of this taking so long. I am almost excited, as odd as that may sound. I'm doing a pretty good life living for me know, and I actually think that it would be exciting to share. I know, I shouldn't rush, but...... Four years is a long time!