First, good for you, and I wasn't being a jerk with that.

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Maybe I should give up hoping and trying. Life is too short to just keep wondering and waiting.


Maybe you were thinking of being a wuss there. Maybe I was being a jerk.

What type of guidance are you wanting? I didn't see a question in your post above, just (seemingly) journalling thoughts.


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