I haven't posted to you in awhile as it seemed everything was same. I am saddened to read your wife's reaction but I totally think you deserve to adored and loved by someone.
I wish I could say something to help with the sadness but there's no way around it and it's a step in the healing process.
I like your GAL.... look at where you were last year. Your were a pop-a-holic (bad boy) and stagnate. Now you get out and do things for yourself and with your kids. Honestly, you sound happier recently than you did when I first came here.
You probably view your mother mothering you to death because your not used to that kind of attention. Enjoy it, it makes mommie happy!
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too