He has stopped drinking for now. His choice. He has stopped being rude and hasty. He has stopped swearing so much and losing his temper. I feel good and then there are days I am paranoid when he comes home? I will freeze? and not be the funny sensual , sexual Woman that I am. I am all over the place in PM now. I just open it and read. I am trying to stay in the moment and light. Not worry .
