Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[tpaschal]

Cagz,

Hey! How are you? I just found your thread again and caught up on it. I get that there are still the hard times and the sad moments, but you sound good and healthy and strong!

I feel like I'm at a similar place to you. I guess maybe because our timelines are so similar. I still dream about H, too, and even sometimes dream about him coming home. I still have a lot of pain and anger about the OW.

It's easier for me when I don't have to see H. It really would be easier for me if they moved far, far away. I'm not going to move because I'm not going to do that to my kids, but I wish exH and his BimbOW would move across the country!!

I'm trying to move forward and not look back so much anymore. My house is on the market, and I've found a couple of cute samller ones I really hope I can afford for me and the kids. I'm kind of down in the dumps though because I just found out yesterday that I didn't get either of the two teaching jobs I had just applied for.

Guys, please pray that a job for me comes along very soon.

Cagz, I'm glad to hear you are having success in counseling. That's one of the first things I'd like to do when I get a job and get some health insurance---go see my counselor again!

Good luck on getting lean and mean before you go home for your sister's wedding! You go, girl!

I don't have a wedding to go to, but getting lean and mean before swimsuit season is my goal!