I just skimmed over your last posts enough to agree with SC about the chasing your tails.
IMO (and I am sure in hindsight U probably see it now) that response to his EM should NEVER have been sent by you. It was very deconstructive. By all means have the feelings (ha ha ...cuz we can't stop ourselves from that) but sometimes the best option when it comes to effective communication is to stay in "listening" mode (80 % of communication from what I am told) and thereby leave a bunch of those thoughts (sometimes poisonous one's) unsaid. Roger that That's enough 2X4 ...you probably agree ..lol. Please I think I need a 6x8 by now (do they make those?) On the whole you are doing great. Much of that is due to sheer persistence and dedication to your goal. Something that I wish a lot more people had when it comes to M :(.
Stay firmly attached to our Almighty God and to those DB principles. Bring glory to His name ..now and always I will do my best
T
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too