I here you Upside. I have NO advice. I am right there with you, only this year will be 3 years for me. Like you have got to be kidding me!
My feelings don't cycle for my h. I think that is because he calls almost daily and we do see him 5 or 6 days per week. My h is in FL this week. Now last time he was there he called me everyday and a few times a day. We will see.
I hope we both can figure this out. Take care!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"