I'm really stressed out. Half my clients are upset with me because of the past month of slow productivity. I know I can 'redeem myself' eventually but it still hurts to know I let this happen again.
I just need to remember that if I do the right thing consistently it will eventually turn around. I sure wish I had someone here to be supportive. I'm going to make it. I refuse to lose.
D18 asked me if I was going to eat dinner with them tonight. Remember that when W was out of the house, she used to come over 2 days a week to make dinner and I would leave the house during those times. I told D18 that I would and that it was not an issue. I think she was worrying that since STBX is here every day and will cook every day then I'd not be around and it'd be awkward.
I'm ok with the dinner thing. I mean, I gotta eat and she's a decent cook.
I do thank her for making food. I also thanked her for cleaning the house and let her know I appreciate it. I got the 'Well thank you Frank' in the MLC semi detached voice. But I meant it and I feel like the better person for saying it.
D13's english teacher called W to talk about a lot of missed homework. So, W called me to tell me about the situation and what she thinks we should do as lost privileges for telling us she didn't have homework when she was being told by her teacher that she was going to call us if she didn't catch up.
We agreed on what do do and I got to be the heavy with D13.
