Made it a full two weeks without initiating contact with XW. Put I caved on Friday(1/30). Sent her an email asking how she was feeling? She has been fighting a cold and had a skin infection on her wrist. She responded and said she was doing much better.
Last Friday(1/23), she called to talk about my d report card. Ended up talking for hour or so, too long. I know. I was really missing her at this point. Somehow we ended up talking about the R and friends R as well. Bottom line I got sucked in, back slide a little.
We ended up going to dinner Monday. Had a great time. nice conversation. I was upbeat and happy. I found out that day that my little sis is moving back to town from out of state and is going to stay with me for awhile. This is good for me, help with bills, someone to hang out with, etc...
Told the XW the news. I think this is a sign to her that I am moving on. I have been resisting a roommate for a while hoping XW would come back home. I never told XW this, but she could probably tell.
Communication has been regular. She sends me a txt almost daily, usually about d. Sent me a called & txt today asking why I was driving my old truck. She seen me on the road while she was taking d to school. Did see the call until, I got to work. I called her back and we spoke briefly. She said she is going to call me back later. I had to go, cause busy at work.
Her normal thing is to ask me to meet her a d for dinner on Mondays. Well see.
Some how I need to reconnect emotionally. I believe I could start this process by asking her advise on something and truely listening. Just can't seem needy!!!!
Also just got two new books this weekend. Hold on to your nuts, and teaching yourself to flirt.
Ok, enough for now!
Keep the faith!! One Goal! Thanks CZ me: 34 XW: 29 D: 5 T: 13 M:9 Dday: Sep 18, 08 joint legal and physical custody of child XW recently told me, she d me, cause she tought I would abandoned her!
