Being content for now.

[kissak]

I keep having these dreams lately of my H. They are putting me in a bad mood in the mornings! They arent good dreams. I dream he is not really wanting to be with me, just wanting me to think so....then in my dreams he ends up breaking my heart....again.

Ugh! Things are going good though....its been about 5 weeks now since he asked if I would consider taking him back, with no mind changes....he is talking to his therapist every week about "us". I dont know where this may go, but 5 weeks is the longest ever! Usually its 2-3 weeks tops with signs before then....this time, things seem different.

I even talked about him watching the kids for me the weekend of v-day for me to work and invited him to the valentines banquet at church with me and the kids and he said he would come.


I hope everyone is having a good day!