AD2, if you are out of rope then drop it and let go. I sense a huge amount of anger in your posts. Living with MLC'r for so long can sure bring out the worst but you have to learn to exist peacefully and ride it out or end what you have left with your H. That is your choice. Your bad actions will prolong him staying away.
Your H has done a bunch of positive 180's in the last month. Do you like that?
Can you still love your H?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
