Yes I love him ... I wondered this too recently. To be honest.
And I will say yes I am happy. Check my last post to Cinco.
I am aware that I can be happy even while Married to someone who is very depressed still.
I have been doing "THE WORK" with Byron Katie. And posting on another Forum with Old , Wise SSM posters from here. They have also given me tough love like you and S&A.
I am awake now so to speak.
I am no longer throwing myself in a volcano so he will change or love me more or notice??!~! Yuck... That is why I started the new thread with the Title ~Aztec Princess~ I am Latin and although I don't know if the princess got thrown in the volcano. I do know that it has something to with SACRIFICE. I had been doing way to much of that . And then I wondered why we were both miserable?
I am embracing the beautiful WOMAN. I have always been. FINALLY Not just talking about it , really doing it.
I just love you FIB~
always digging deep with very few words.
I am Happy now that you mention it , Content and satisfied with myself even . H? I am happy with his sudden progress but I will not hold my breath or stop being happy when he falls down. * I used to live/love/be like this. *sigh* I am there to help him up as a Wife should. BUT I AM NOT PULLING HIM UP W/O ANY EFFORT FROM HIM. That was tiring.
I am doing my best. Thank you for asking love.
How are you? If I rememeber correctly? You like Wayne Dyer ? Me too. I loved his concepts.
And I *personally* could not figure out how to *live * them. Check this out... The Work ~ Byron Katie You may just fall in love with her and her "work" like I did. It has transformed my life in a short time. The suffering I carrried around is all but gone. I compared it to.....
In my head I used to feel like the Tv with no antenna on it. A ton of white noise. Now? It is tuned in and Andrea Bocelli is playing. Beautiful..... Andrea Bocelli
Take care love and keep in touch.
I am in love with life.. and there are times of up and down with hubby but he doesn't drag me down into the depths of h*ll anymore. He is a part of my life , not my life anymore. That was wrong of me to love and live like that. Wrong for myself and him too.
