Never say Never; it's worth the fight!

[Treese]

Hi all....

Weekend was ok...H took son Saturday night...and I picked him up after basketball yesterday...of course son came home with a fever...grrrrr.....

Texted H about it cause I couldnt stay home from work today and H's response was...he'll be fine by morning...

Got to work today...H texted me and asked how son was...I told him sluggish but I sent him to school...school hasn't called yet so he must be okay...then H sends me a picture out of the blue of his akle and the stitches from surgery....the kicker is the picture is taken at OW house....now tell me first Why he sent the pic and second, that sucks...cause I see it was her house..another punch to the gut...I just said nice pic....

when i saw him yesterday, I did ask how he was doing...thought I'd be nice maybe that's why he sent the pic to me...who knows...not trying to figure it out...

it's weird...I had a dream last night that I was making love to my H but he was asking me not to make it difficult during the divorce...what was that about...When I got up, it felt so real...lol...I actually thought we had sex....scary...it's been too long...

But overall...no crying....even when he handed me his W2 and the address is changed...I let it roll off....I want to be happy again..he is the one losing out on my love....but of course he thinks he's getting it from OW...all he needs....whatever...

And I hate when he's nice to me....it's always a calm before a storm...wonder if my D papers are coming....