Not much to report. I am going to spend time this week getting the kids rooms ready. S20 and his friend moved out. It's lonely to say the least.

I just love my s20 so much and so proud of who he has become. He was concerned about leaving me alone and he said he was having a conversation with God. He said God assured him their was NO reason to worry about me, that God was taking care of me and the kids.

I said s20 you are right, me and the kids will be fine. You will be just a phone call away.

I admit though I am sad. He has grown into such a great young man.

H was here on Sunday. We had to get a new router, since s20 took the one he got for the house. I asked h if he could install it. I am not the techy type, but could probably read the directions.

H started to work on it and 2 hours later was frustrated and mumbled something about incompatability. He even got a bit angry when I asked what was not working. He finally said I don't have time or the patience for this right now.

I said no problem h, it's not that important now. When h left he did apologize for getting angry. Now my h has always been the tech guy and has a degree and masters in technology. Not so sure what was happening. He has taught s20 so much in this area.

After h left, I called s20 and said can I come get you to hook up the router and connect the computers and my xbox. He said sure. In about 20 min he had our computers connected, my work laptop and xbox. I was like amazed. He has always had a brain for the tech stuff, even at an early age.

I remember when he was like 7 years old connecting all the vcr's and gaming equipment together back then when it was just me and him living together, before I met h. It just comes easy for him.

I haven't told h yet that no problem it's all working. Yeah I am connected to the world.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"