CIW, you are incredibly strong as well. I was a wreck in the early stages, I mean really really bad. So bad that I didn't even recognize myself. No one could help me. I really felt helpless.
You, on the other hand, are doing an amazing thing, congratulate yourself everyday. You are going through a difficult stage in your life and you are handling it like a champ. No one can ever take that away from you. Remember that and it will motivate you to keep on going.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09