"one C said that it's ones right to find a OP if he/she is not happy in the R."
You should have asked.. When has OP.. ever helped things.
"he said he is afraid he will get fed up with the responsibilities again in the future..."
Cough.. something stuck.. Scared.
Yes.. of you.
not me.
"when there is a gap between 2 people the gap needs to be filled somehow."
Again.. you should have asked.. If I pay another C.. are you still gonna show up. I really like you.. but the other C needs the money.
"I had a rough time because they both seemed to say that what happened was because of my low self confidence and my dependency on H."
Some of that I agree with.. not all of it.. but some of it.
"He looked at them and said "I didnt think it was important, priority"
What he meant to say was... I thought I had all the priority s covered. I have a new "task" that I do not understand.
"K, Sometimes I think you are in fantasy land but then I see you are realistic, down to earth and a survivor."
Let me translate.. K.. sometimes you remind me of my wife.
Then I get confused by your poor English. <-- SARCASM!!!
The first statement was really true!!
Maria.. all I am gonna say.. is you have your work cut out for you. This right here.. what you are doing.. is gonna be really hard. This 7 weeks.. is gonna feel like 7 years.
Best I can tell you.. start using your shell.. like a shield. Put it up when bad things are coming your way. Stand tall with it by your side.. when you can. Remember everything that went into building that shield.. and what it was meant to protect you from.
So.. how are the 1 time a day surprises.. coming from you?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
