Yup, looks like Disney is a go. I hope he joins us, if not, oh well. He loves Disney, he could be there every 6 months and be happy. Now I just have to plan the dumb thing.

He found an apartment. It is under consturction and will be ready mid-October (yeah, our anniversary is 10/15)

He thinks going as a family to Disney would be weird because then the next week he will be moving out and what would the kids think. I don't think they are going to understand whether he comes to Disney or not. So we'll see what he decides to do. My folks come Friday and I chickened out telling them today about us. It is so hard when we seem like the perfect couple to the outside world.

I don't know what next week will have in store for us, my parents should be here about 10 days.

I think I am a bit detached, but I want to be straight up with him about what I want. I have told him I'll get on with my life, but I prefer that it is with him. If he thinks I have turned my back on him, he would do the same to me and I don't think I would then have a prayer to continue.

jackie