NW - I find my PMA getting stronger and more consistent every day - and what's best is that I find myself making even better use of my time with my boys. We play like we've never played before, we laugh in ways I've not laughed in ages...and I feel so thrilled at my life right now...it's not a way I expected to be feeling.
I am moving forward with my life - and doing so with a large measure of patience and caution - and taking time to monitor my emotions and my thoughts. I enjoy the prospect of feeling like a more complete and happy person.
Dudess - Thanks for coming by - I've been thinking about you and wondering how you're doing...and I admit that I've not been very good about visiting other threads of late...I still marvel at the timing of my meeting someone that I'm so fond of. I know it's wise to be cautious and I know that I must not stop or allow myself to interfere with my process of healing. What I've been through has been extremely painful - and I know that some of the wounds I carry with me will take time, not just to heal, but to understand as well.