Great idea Flynn. He came home from a convention this afternoon and put a kleenex over the bottle (as if I wouldn't notice.) I thought before he got home I could just continue this rotten charade of a marriage and try to follow him everytime a dose is gone from the bottle but I only succeeded in falling to pieces after dropping a kid off at a friend's house. Then he asked me what was wrong - you see I'm not allowed to show emotion in his eyes. I have come to realize my marriage really stinks. I have read all the books, tried all the remedies but I just don't think I can handle it any longer. I am always so relieved and happy when he is out of town. After his last trip out of town he even noticed how happy I looked. How could I have been so blind. Was he having affairs the whole time we were married or is this just recent (apparently starting in May of last year according to his Levitra prescription history.) He has always been prone to emotional affairs but when I questioned them he said I was being ridiculous. I am sick of being manipulated but still not sure how to handle confrontation with him.
