I've come to think I don't really want to save this marriage. My biggest concern is my kids.
Ok love then work from there. No one is going to judge you for doing that... it is your life. You deserve to enjoy your life. I would suggest posting your feelings and others can help you from there. It is Sunday and Super Bowl Sunday at that. *sigh* So... post how you feel .. let it out.... and tommorrow many others will be on the DB board with their advice and thoughts for you.
