A year later, facing myself... #54

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A happy family is worth the price. Absolutely. The reason I am having a hard time is because I am trying to see if there is room for me to be happy within this "happy family".

I dont expect to have my expectations met in 8 weeks. I am no fool. I hope I will either start have some feelings for him and he will have some idea of what kind of "work" an R needs to be kept over the danger zone or I will feel so dead inside that I will be able to make a decision to proceed with the divorce.

I am not expecting to have a dream marriage by the end of these weeks. I definitely want to feel some progress by then though.
K

K, Sometimes I think you are in fantasy land but then I see you are realistic, down to earth and a survivor.