Sue, they are the things I want to say when I'm angry. I know not to say them as that would do more damage than good. Being strong includes keeping my mouth shut. Just some days the injustice of it all hits me.
DB, good to see you! Detachement, me? It is a long time coming. Sex is so weird, I am his wife. It does keep us connected, but you have a point, where is my self-respect? I guess if I really felt he didn't love me, I couldn't do it. I think he does, he just can't find it admit all the mess.
Nik, glad to have met you and that you are a bit down the road on this and have some insights as to what they are thinking. I do believe I need to let him go to get him back. It is so very hard. Part of me wishes he didn't do the "hotel think time" so I wouldn't have to go through the pain of leaving again. But since I'm not driving this ride, jsut along for the bumps.
He did inform me that he won't be home Saturday night, won't tell me where he is going. S6 said, why not, he just told him he had to work. So many questions, is he coming back on Sunday, is this some test of me, can I handle the weekend? I'm not going to say another word about it, jsut go with the flow. Don't escalate the problem.
