I thought I'd open a new thread after a bit of a board break. And I've moved home- thought I'd try separated out for a change. I'll post links to previous threads at some point but here a quick recap...
Me: 35 H: 29 OW: June (?) 07 Moved out: Aug 07 H: confused, crying, depressed, indecisive, can't leave me alone, etc etc Me: Stepped off the rollercoaster and feeling fine (maybe even good?) about it. Lighter.....
The dress on Thursday night was a big hit- I had three CEOs (not including my own) chasing me during the evening to speak to me, and 6 other quite wealthy and powerful men. One of them bought me a Picasso in the charity auction they held during the dinner. Ridiculous, really, especially as he then later lost it in a club we went to after the ball had finished. I think my own CEO was very proud of me though and considering he was without doubt the hottest guy there, that was very flattering. The night was without doubt the wierdest night of my life- three days later and I'm still remembering things and shaking my head in disbelief. Even Austin can't quite believe it- we're having a shopping and analysis/rehash trip today as she's visiting London this week.
H hasn't changed. He's still with the aubergine, still confused, still unable to let me go, still not realising that his own behaviour is confused (not that I point it out to him). I heard from a mutual friend this week that they (his friends) all think the aubergine is a psycho (he didn't say that lightly and felt bad about saying it). I was momentarily thrown as it was unexpected to have to discuss her/H, but it didn't change my resolve. I don't think H is going to change, and why would I want him to when I may be able to find myself an intelligent and powerful millionaire who likes some verbal swordplay.....
I think that's about it for now. Had a couple of job interviews last week, and a few offers of jobs from people at the party on Thursday, but I think my CEO may try to keep me with him too. I guess we'll see how things pan out over the next few weeks.
I hope you guys are all OK and will try to check in on you all this week.
L. xx
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart. And you'll never walk alone.
