Why does H want you to go to a movie? And what would it make you feel to go?
Not really sure WHY he wants to go, maybe to spend some time together, who knows. It won't really make me FEEL anything. First it hasn't happened so I won't worry about it until it does and second, I have clearly stated my position and I am totally at peace with whatever happens. I'm not saying it won't hurt, but I'm good these days and just can't continue to worry about what each little call, comment or action means.
He is still going to IC, but with the holidays they have gone from every other week to more like every 3-4 weeks. The C doesn't seem to be able to fit anything more in, so I'm not sure what if any real good its doing, but that is for them to work out...not me. I fully realize that he is NOT going to make some miraculous change overnight, but God knows I prayed he would. LOL. I have seen some positive changes, nothing earth shattering, but some. Are they enough? Not today. The items that need to be addressed have not been, so the situation remains static. At this point I see it as going to a movie with a friend and I'll go regardless. I guess thats the difference.
Michelle, GF and WDID thanks for posting and asking the questions that I need to think about and have answered.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
