I am currently doing Yoga agin and Zumba. No more sitting around and not living. In my living room but I am doing it no less. Once I started I thought my God I have been missing this. Also I am currently on the search for a really good book for Woman on technique in the bedroom. I am also checking out the whole Tantric Sex thing. I do see where I had been an eager participant but the connection was still off. By re reading Passionate Marriage and really focusing more on my faults ? I have a deeper understanding. I was there but in too much pain and focused on that for him to "feel " me. I get that now.
What I also love Cinco? Is that he is now approachable. It has only been a few days since the meltdown but the interaction is priceless. He is even seeing his part in the R stuff and our SL going to hell. MIRACLE is what it feel like. Really and truly. Take care hon, Ali