I am currently doing Yoga agin and Zumba.
No more sitting around and not living.
In my living room but I am doing it no less.
Once I started I thought my God I have been missing this.
Also I am currently on the search for a really good book for Woman on technique in the bedroom.
I am also checking out the whole Tantric Sex thing.
I do see where I had been an eager participant but the connection was still off.
By re reading Passionate Marriage and really focusing more on my faults ?
I have a deeper understanding.
I was there but in too much pain and focused on that for him to "feel " me.

I get that now.

What I also love Cinco?
Is that he is now approachable.
It has only been a few days since the meltdown but the interaction is priceless.
He is even seeing his part in the R stuff and our SL going to hell.
MIRACLE is what it feel like.
Really and truly.
Take care hon,
Ali