It's Complicated! Part 3

[glamgirl]

I am sure I am having an emotional weekend. I just dropped s20 off at his new apartment. He will be moving in today and tomorrow. I have mixed emotions.

On one hand I am excited to free up 2 bedrooms, but on the other I feel alone. The house will be empty with only d4 and s7. I also can NO longer rely on s20 for childcare. It was very convenient to get his help since I could run errands since he was usually home and I didn't have to take the kids.

S20 has said though that I could drop the kids off at his new place and watch them while I go out and do stuff. I am sure I will take him up on that on occassion. I don't want to burden him too much since this is his first time on his own.

Wow, if I had not had d4 and s7 I will be an empty nester. Not sure if I would be ready for that.

What an emotionally filled weekend. Haven't heard from h yet today. He did call yesterday and ask how I was.

He also called Thur night after he left our home and apologized for dumping all his work problems into my lap. I was ok with it. We should be there for each other when we have issues.

The only problem is that my h always scolds me for feeling the way I do or having an attitude. It would be nice if he just would say Glam I understand how you feel, I am here for you. Just let it all out. He always makes me feel like it's an issue to feel down or depressed or whatever.

I really have to try NOT to share with him. It's always the same response.