Thanks to everyone for your input. I think the bottom line is this:
Do what feels right at the time. Be true to myself. No analysis. Just be. Focus on my work and spend more quality time with the girls.
No eggshells. True honesty about anything on my mind. I have nothing to lose, and me to gain.
I am just going to be me. I don't need to punish her or feel like she is punishing me. This is my life and it could end any day. Life is worth living and I intend to live it in a better place.
