I guess part of the Mars/Venus book ties in with the beginners mind, I always thought love and good intentions would get us through, but it isn't enough.
I'm glad to hear that my "blue" days are not going to doom me forever! I know it is normal, just sucks to be going though it.
I wonder if all his anger at me is because of guilt, just his overall unhappiness or if he really does hate me? All body language and tones suggest this desire to be as far away from me as possible. I know not to push it and only just email to relate info to him, to difficult to put on a happy face, so tyring to avoid it.
Sunday is decision night. My best bet is he will be getting an apartment.
He took the kids last night, hard to be alone. Even the dog was upset when he just came in and then left. She curled up by the door and stayed there. The boys talked this morning about how they never see Dad and how mean it is that he has to work all the time. How are they going to handle it when they discover it is his choice to not be here?
