JAckie..don't beat yourself up for feeling weak..there are going to be many "weak days"..it DOES NOT mean you blew anything.We all have a right to our emotions...pick yourself back up and keep going...he says he is trying to figure out what he needs and wants..yea it sucks that we have to wait for their decisions..and you know what we choose tow ait becasue we love them and we want our m to continue..He is talking to you as my h is...but DON'T keep questioning if this is what he wants..NO R talks..I know it's. I came here many times and asked if I should say this or that, I still do..and most every time the advice was keep quiet..I still wonder if I should let h have it and give him time frames to make up his mind...but the great friends here ground me back to letting him figure it out..
Get out today and do some fun stuff for you...don't just sit and only think about h and your m...trust me when i say this..I did all that..and then I got moving on to taking care of me..and it reflected with him.
