I don't feel like the strong one at the moment. My eupohria of being off eggshells is wearing off and the intense sadness of it all is setting in. Especially when the boys are telling me how they miss Dad and why can't I work so Dad can be home?
He has this fantasy that he will be just as much a part of their lives as he was, but I don't know how to get through to him that reality isn't so. But, from reading the first chapter of Mars v. Venus, I am seeing how my unsolicited advice and help is unwanted. So i'll stop with the articles and such.
I'll wait on the blunt talk, strike when the iron is cold. But if he divorces me, I don't know if I will stay here, should I tell him this, that I could possibly move 8 hours away or should I keep my mouth shut and not make him angrier than he is?
