Still here, just talked to my wife she was on her way to have dinner with a University friend. She asked me when I finished work I told her and asked her why? She replied she was going to bring our dog with her skiing then. I said nothing and shifted the conversation to her university friend trying to remain cheerful. I am going to stick to the plan of not answering any message from her.
For some reason I fear that my backing off may give her the freedom to do what she is doing. I know it's stupid because she will do what she wants anyway. But it has been a bad couple of days. I have been wondering at what point do you throw in the towel. Sometimes I feel I may be better off alone, why would I want to be with someone who could do this to me?
I still love her and forgive her but I am feeling anger right now and want to scream. Oh well I needed to vent.
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June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
