I really feel for you..........I so understand what you are feeling right now.
Quote: And then to see all the suitcases being filled. I started to get so angry at the whole thing--would have broken things, but knew I'd only have to clean up the mess.
This statement takes me back to July 2002, as I watched a corner in our living room slowly but surely fill up with packed boxes. Not a happy memory at all.
Quote: So the sadness is setting in, every part of the house or item has a memory associated with it.
Another statement that hits home. While part of me is sad to only have 14 more days in my house, I will be glad to finally live somewhere with no memories of my STBXW associated with it. I feel like I have lived with her ghost for the past 13 months, and I truly hope that moving will help me move forward.
The point of my post to you Jackie, isn't to offer advice. Hell, I have none to offer.
I just want you to know I understand what you are feeling, it's natural, I've been there, and I'm hoping you will feel better soon.
Quote: Can't leave the house today as s6 still sick, just don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
If you have to, just post away here all day. You've been supportive of so many here, myself included. Let us support you for a change.
