Hi Julia! My BFF said its true you can only change yourself. She knows I kind of gave up really around NYE, when I felt something in me 'pop', something shifted - not knowing where he was that night felt symbolic to me. And then I started all those activities..and I hadnt heard from him for a few weeks and then.. the emails have started back up.. and whereas the tone of his are SO different now, maybe its because the tone of mine are too! I sound kind of matey, but detached and I sound busy and happy and getting on...
Maybe there are whiffs of him 'turning'.. but too soon to tell! Besides, I thought he was last July..but he turned around and dated her 2 weeks later! See what Mercury Direct brings this week
I did have such a brilliant night! We went to see Slumdog Millionaire, which was a great film, I really enjoyed it and then back to Cher's for tea and a gossip. Thanks for posting, its beena little quiet lately.