MWG, I want to apologize for what seemed like 'double taunting'. I appreciate you and am sensitive to you because of all the posters, I am most like you but without the godliness.

I have a harsh side that does just misplace my own anger at my husband. I am so dependent on him and he has kept me hanging on. When you justify why you are keeping on, I feel 'furious' with you because it is safe to do that. I am not enthusiastic about using the bible to justify such complacency, and that is what gets me into trouble on this board...

I do admire you for your kindness and your creativity... I applaud your eBay business. Keep on doing whatever it takes to keep you and your kids and your menagerie well.

Best wishes, really.