And believe it or not, finding your old self and adding some new changes and newer attitudes makes you twice as good. the goal while you are away from them is to not better yourself for them, its to better yourself for you. to make you to the type of person, you would want to be with. because once you get there, then there is no blame, the past is done. More words of wisdom given to me on this journey from Hell is this:
Live for today like tomorrow will not come... Tomorrow is promised to no one... May yesterday be damned...
everything you will do is for you. It takes a while before you learn it. I t has been brutal on me, very brutal after being with W for 31 years. She just ended it one morning after me asking her for motnhs what was the matter an hearing, "nothing, don't worry about it, its just me.." Then bam, my world came crashing down. Learn what I have learned, if and when they come back, you will be the prize not them...
