Good words LonelyD. Thanks for the input.

Personally I am finding total darkness VERY therapeutic.

I have taken the blame, tried changing me at the behest of W (even though she was wrong) that didn't work. It's now been agreed on a 50/50 blame.

I just needed to step away from the madness and find the old me.

Guess what? I was here all along! \:D

Me: 50
W: 45
M 24 T 26
S:23 S:21
WAW 15/8/08

Now living it large