Dear jack three beans

I really don't know how I would react...but knowing that OW is there now living with him the scenario has changed.

I would like to see him or talk to him to see where he is in his life...if he has come out of MLC and how much he has changed.
It's my curiosity mostly..I suspect that it would be favorable friendship so to say..he still loves me he has said that to my mom and I am just really curious about him. We spent 29 years together...

Everyone I know has said not to contact him. So I don't think that I will. What would it do to me I don't know propel me beyond the curiosity or drag me back? I think that it would propel me forward even more. What I have heard about him is not good. I have no excuse to talk him, so it would appear to be a call for information about him should I ever do it,and he does love himself...
I will wait some more and remove myself from the curiosity or I just might pick up the phone one day and do it...But I will prepare myself for thw worst and hope for the better...
Thanks for your insight jack
ITSY


M54
H54
married 30 years
Prostitues and Other women "100's" 10/7/2004
Prostitue/Junkie girlfriend 6/04-1/07?
Left 1/5/05 returned 1/9/05
Asked h to leave 4/2005 Had to, prostitues
OW 5/2005 not a prostitue
Divorced 9/2006