Hey Tal,

No worries you have your own problems to deal with,

Journaling....

So I get a phone call from Youngest D she is crying hysterically. Telling me she wants to come home. I asked if her BF was hurting her physically. She said no. I told her I would be right there.(I just got home from work. She lives in the town I work in so I had to drive back the 30 miles.. Longest 30 miles in my life.
So I get there and I was surprised to see the A.H B.F still hanging around. I did not do or say anything to him because I did not want to upset my Daughter anymore. I loaded her stuff on my truck and took her back to my Mom's house.
So At least I got her out of that sitch. On the way to my mom's she started saying things like.. "I remember when we went on that cross country trip in this truck" and "remember when we went to Disneyland in this truck" This was bringing back memories to me.

So on the home front?

It is strange. My W is starting to evolve back to her smiling ways. I can feel the "ICE" melting. I have given her plenty of space and helping out when I can.
MY palm (PDA) died yesterday and she wanted me to go pick up a new one. After I got back from getting D I went and picked one out. I did not realize it but I ended up getting the same one she has. She was over at my desk helping me set it up. I kept telling her "I know you have things to do don't worry I can do this" but she wanted to help. So I let her. We actually joked and laughed about some silly stuff that was happening.
So here is where I think I may be at.......

If I can continue to give her space. AND IF I can let go of the past and just move forward. I think I may be able to nourish our relationship back.
Of course I have not been pursuing or talking about R and this just may be a result of that. She May be thinking "he finely will leave me alone about R stuff"
I don't know..In a way I am disappointed because I was ready to move on. I was actually looking forward to not having to work on our M anymore. But......You see I already test drove this car.. I know what problems it has.... If go out and get a new one I would have to learn it's problems all over again.


So here The Doc sits going to "coast" for a week or so and see what happens

Later
Doc

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know