Hi L . . . I hope you read this letter soon . . . need your advice.
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Dear A,
How do I say this in a few words?
What I believe in 'now' more than ever is 'actions speak louder than words', but how do I ‘show’ you that having a relationship with me does not mean 'all or nothing'?
What I prefer to do is to enjoy your company--laugh, have fun, experience, encourage ... whatever ...
Quite frankly, A, I miss your companionship ... I simply 'like' you. You're a good guy, your funny, talented, and thoughtful. I appreciate you...what's more, I think you might find comfort and joy in my company, too, but that doesn’t mean that we can’t find our strength and inspiration independently. It isn't ‘all or nothing’. Understand?
I want to be able to show you that.
L, I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm a little frightened and panicy. ???
